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Everywhere I go
Everyone I meet
Every time I try to fall in love
They all want to know why I'm so broken
Why am I so cold
Why I'm so hard inside
Why am I scared
What am I afraid of
I don't even know
This story's never had an end
I've been waiting
I've been searching
I've been hoping
I've been dreaming you would come back
But I know the ending of this story...
You're never coming back
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
rushed mol in maths this morn
after i finished didnt go back to jj
sch finished at 12 plus
was too late by then
so went home
reached home at 1
uncle was there
passed me a camper shoe to season
been slacking at home since then
b o r e d .
never cared
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
compro in the morning
was quietly practising autocad
then that guy has to come and disturb me
i told him i accidentally closed the window
tt's why i had nothing on my screen
hahahaha
then aft tt he sat down with me to do compro
wahhh
by the time the program was done
my lappy screen was full of his saliva
yuckks!
but i feel a sense of achievement!
finally wrote a program with a 'for' loop
wahahaha
.
had autocad test
thank God it was easy!!
finished like an hour before time was up
the quenstions were kinda like the mock test
phew
must do well!!
after tt went for amp
crapped abt in class
mr Wong gave us tips
.
met miah aft sch
went to pool near church
the tables and balls suck to the max
playing there really sux
is like so diff compared to mambo
the balls are not even shiny
they're like so dull
anyway played till abt 430
then went home
finally autocad test is over!
now for compro test on fri
i'm seriously damn stressed up
hahaha
gonna take this little time to relax
never cared
Monday, August 29, 2005
today was a hectic day in sch
went to sch to rush out my autocad project
went to lib at 10
did till 11 plus
yi hong, joel, francis and yi long
were playing dota
i was bored
talking on the phone
then the lib 'warden' came in
caught them
he said i was the worst
talking on the phone
so i said eh?! are u sure?!
i'm talking on the phone discussing bout project!!
then he was like
okay okay
never mind
next time you know
then i continued talking
then he got kinda pissed
made me hang up
and gave us a lecture
haha
as if we were listening
.
rushed autocad proj in autocad class
rushed like mad
finished at 345
skipped thermo
then we found out
thermo had ended at 330
mr. Jaya is really hardworking
hahahaha
aft tt came home
was so hungry
wanted to eat choc
but couldnt cos i have cough
will eat soon
haha
never cared
Sunday, August 28, 2005
havent updated for 2 days
very tired i guess
on fri had compro test
it was ok
went out with becca benny and miah after sch
had dinner then went to mambo
met darren there
pooled till bout 11
took 111 home
.
saturday was ok
soccer in the morning
was fun
met vic and went to cafe galilie
if tt is how u spell it
haha
then had cell
service
i was asking God
what should i do?
i really dont know what to do
then went to eat seafood at some restraunt
was kinda ex but nice
came home
chatted online
went to sleep
.
mixed up
never cared
Thursday, August 25, 2005
sch was good today
the presentation was a success
happy the way it turned out
during IAC today
realised that there are two freeloaders in my class
some of us are kinda pissed
one is acting dumb
is the other really dumb?
ahaha
anyway felt like eating aft IAC
humgry
so went to eat at can 4
has bento
sat and talked abt stuff
our com toolkit teacher has a nickname
'stain'
too long to explain why
but super funny
laughed like mad
aft we decided we had slacked enough
went to class
we were 40 mins late
the moment we stepped into class
we switched on our lappys
started racing
wahahaha
.
supp to have compro 'remedial' lesson
but tt teh yew seng didnt turn up
what a great teacher
in the end went home
slacked
thrashed my bro at sprint and street x
he doesnt wanna play with me anymore
oops
hahaha
.
now shall update bout yday
.
was too busy witht things to update
sch was as usual
had thermo test
well i guess it was ok
hope to pass
aft thermo test
went to the benches at block 50 to dota
aft tt met sharon at can 1
passed her initial D
then took 61 home
talked on the bus
reached home and slacked a while b4
doing my proj
aft tt was chatting online
then wenta sleeppp
never cared
i dunno what made u say that
seriously, those words u said
they really shocked me.
no idea why u said them
never cared
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
sch was okay today
did a little durin compro
then dota-ed with terrence
was fun
hahas
then durin autocad
teacher was in india doing some wind tunnel check
they're ordering a wind tunnel
so rich.
watched initial D
it was great as usual
now starting to become more and more interesting
so nice!
ahaha
.
after AMP
went to library with yi long mk and francis
studied abit
and copied notes
came home and studied
now getting the hang of chap 5
i still hav chap 6!!!
arghh
hahaha
well i guess i'll finish it somehow
haha
never cared
Monday, August 22, 2005
tired!
yawns
went to sch early today.
at abt 1045
watched initial D fourth stage anime
episodes 9 and 10
its so addictive!
hahas
i'm getting addicted to it
serious!
well it was nice as usual
then dota-ed during autocad
was quite fun but got dc-ed
was doing my self-study during thermo
test on wed!!!
hahas
.
aft sch met sharon and mag
was walking at a distance for a while
but couldnt really recognise them frm the back
was gg to the overhead bridge then sharon saw me
hahas
.
on 61 back
kinda bored. was listening to songs
but my mind was miles away
not really listening to the music
just let it blare away
.
gg to study for a while now
never cared
Sunday, August 21, 2005
ok i'm gonna update a little bout soccer
yday it was pretty messy at first cos
ppl came late n stuff
on the way there, something funny happened
satoshi, a jap, was kinda lost
he was at the wrong gate
so i was trying to direct him to the right gate
i called him
and on the phone it sounded very funny
cos there he was, speaking with his jap accent
and here i was speaking with my local accent
so here are two ppl trying to make each other understand themselves
and not succeeding at all
well finally he came to the right gate.phew.
hahaha
the security was kinda tight at queensway
the guard wasnt very friendly at first
but after that he kinda warmed up
and even started joking
than God for tt
hahaha
anyway soccer there was fun and all
glad we are able to use the place
hope we can get the field soon
hahas
.
i'm so tired now.
slept at 3 yday
miah noes why
haha
yawns
ltr still needa visit my grandma
she's not in a very good state of health
havent visited her for ages
but something in me says:
'can i dont go?'
hahs
never cared
today was the first day of soccer
used queensway
will update more tmr or smthing
real tired now
but today in service
something happened
when the altar call came
it was exactly what i was gg thru and all
something in me was saying u gota go
so i went
kinda broke down and aall
but now i feel much better
guess it helped
i guess some things just dont go away so easily
but God is always here for us
hope to get closer to him and all
-nights-
never cared
Friday, August 19, 2005
well today was quite usual
got hooked on initial D anime
joel sent to me
eng tat downloaded
finally he seems useful
wahaha
and the best thing is that
after watching till the 8th series
wanted to dwnload the 9th
then found out
the site crashed! best.
ahaha
.
went to queensway aft lunch
got a low bounce ball for tmr
tmr'll be the first time soccer is held at queensway
hope it'll turn out well
miah's not coming.he's sicked.
cant wait for tmr. hahs.
.
something in me feels wrong abt some stuff
dont know how to phrase it out
and i cant really talk it out either
.
is what u predicted coming true?
am i that unsure of myself?
my thoughts and all?
never cared
Thursday, August 18, 2005
pissed off with lotsa stuff today
first
my com toolkit teacher asks me to hand up the project
to put it in her pegion hole in sch
and wth i'm on mc..
excuse me mrs gan.. u want to get sore eyes?
wth man
so in the end i sent it to joel and asked him to help print
and put in her damn hole
.
next
my mom is starting over not gg soccer cos i am 'sick'
excuse me..
i'm feeling better than last week
what the heck
dunno what's the problem
what's the problem with playing soccer?
i've alr explained to her we'll be playing at queensway
and tt i've got a role to do
in her head, there's always someone else to do if i cant
wth if everybody thinks this way
who's gonna get things done?
its not like i'm super discplined
but think abit lah
its not like soccer is everyday
its only like 2 or 3 hours every WEEK
whats the problem?!
.
was looking forward to watching initial D anime
but aft i copied it
cannot work?!
dowloaded the dunno what player
cannot work also!?
wth
now i have to pack my room again
all the small small details
again. arghh
never cared
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
went to see the doc at 1130
the clinic was pretty empty
so it was quite quiet
something funny happened
when the receptionist asked for my hse no
i gave her my old hse no
i was like 67754..
oops
then she sorta gave me a stare
haha
.
the doc was quite nice
looked quite 'motherly'
she gave me some antibiotics for cough
and an eye drop
the best thing she gave me
was a 3 day mc
wahaha
i was quite shocked when i saw the duration of the mc
i mean i didnt expect it to be 3 days
thought it would be 2
guess cos sore eyes is very contageous
never cared
just woke up
not gg to sch today cos got soree eyes
last night it was kinda hard to sleep
tossing about in my bed
couldnt realy get much sleep
.
you tell me your feelings faded
cos we didnt talk for so long
i should not hold on so tightly?
maybe it was because
i loved you so much
do feelings fade tt easily?
i just wish i can forget just like tt
u tell me you dont believe in waiting
i cant do much to make you believe either
well, i was serious.
all that glitters isnt gold
.
gg to see the doc now
hopefully my eyes will recover soon
cant wait for sat
in the meantime i must do some
stupid comn toolkit stuff
never cared
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
well, today was quite okay
as in the day passed quickly?
had compro, autocad b4 lunch
and amp after lunch
went home to slack n study abit
after dinner
coughing like mad
then realised tt i got sore eyes
not gg to sch tmr
gg to see the doc in the morn
hope i dont miss out much in sch
gotta do my infocomn proj too
looks like i'll be home doing tt
ahaha
never cared
its as if everything has came crashing down
i dont know how to explain how it feels but
i feel as if my world has just faded away
life feels so empty now
i wouldnt mind if i collapse and die while playing soccer
at least i would be doing something that i enjoy
well suicide is selfish
but sometimes arent we too other's centered?
giving all
but reciving nothing much?
what's the use of looking forward to a dream come true
before it comes crashing down
and when it happens again
what am i supposed to think?
just keep trying and keep coming crashing down again?
when will the dream finally become a reality?
never cared
Monday, August 15, 2005
today was kinda boring?
sch was so boring
some ppl frm sp challenged my class
to a soccer match
they want to play in np
so if they loose they can say
'we were playing away
so got disadvantage brudder'
cocky muds as usual
hahas
.
aft sch went to meet kg
had dinner then went to lavender
met the rest of the cell
proceeded to lala's grandma's
wake at s'pore casket
hung arnd for a while
then went home
saw an old friend
zun chen
he still has tt blur blur look
hahaha
called him to chat for awhile
his alvls are coming real soon
all the best to him.
nights
never cared
well do you even love me anymore?
i'm not sure about that
why is this sorta happening again
i dont need this shit
i hate this feeling
this bloody stupid shit
i guess life is just a game full of lies and deception
its as if you have totally changed
maybe i've changed too
the rainbow was almost complete
then a bomb dropped on it
and now its gone.
shattered to pieces.
never cared
Sunday, August 14, 2005
super bored at home!
haha
so so bored
tired too
well talked to her for a while on msn just then
to tt someone,
i really miss you alot
though i didnt know you for a long time
though we werent tog for a long time
though everything was so restricted
i cant explain why i'm feeling so much
the feelings just cant fade away like that
i'm just feeling so much
its hard to let go just like tt
all this while
i've been really missing you
i dont know what to do now
i've been refraining from looking at the photos
they just make me miss you even more
never cared
woke up quite early
took medicine so i'm feeling better now
but at the same time i'm so irritated
and tired
my mom is scolding me
what for i dont understand
over such trival matters
give me a break man
all she knows is that
i dont care about the house
and all i am doing is going out
and playing soccer
she thinks these are the only
things that i care about
all because she gets angry with my bro
so i get it too
i'm so tired of these scoldings
its damn bloody irritating
does she even know what i am gg thru?
i'm so damn tired
of just listening to her scold
and from her point of view
i'm enjoying life
planning when to play soccer, gg out with so n so
she thinks my world is so damn carefree
and that i only want to enjoy
she thinks that i've got no problems
nothing to worry about
cant she see that i'm so sad?
that i dont feel like doing anything?
so again its my fault, and
she scolds me for not helping out in the house
and she says the tone i talk to her
is as if i dont wanna send my bro home
i hate it whenever i'm not given a chance to explain
its not like i did not tell her about the soccer meeting
everythings starting up now
i'm gonna get busier n stuff
cant she just lay it off while i am studying?
i'm trying to study and she has to come and scold me
early in the morning
its spoilt my day
thanks for tt
cant everyone be more understanding?
what the hell
this stupid world
never cared
Saturday, August 13, 2005
freaking sicked n tired
today played soccer
was down with flu
but still continued
now i'm feeling super groggy
and the fact tt i'm
thinking of too much things
doesnt really help
well had fun at soccer
13 or 12 ppl came
played futsal at rp
was fun
i played mid
kinda like tt position
haha
.
cell was ok
as usual i guess
then went for service
during service
the worship leader was like saying
God's presence is always
with you everywhere
somehow there was something
in me that said
no tt's not true
yes i did feel his presence last time
but after so many things happened
its been harder to believe
and all that.
in my mind i was asking
God, where were you?
where were you when i needed you most?
where?
.
well heard something funny from sherilyn
last night while talking on msn
she kinda missed her bus stop
so took the NEL back
on the NEL the train had problems
so it slowed down
the announcement was in english
this auntie(who doesnt understand english)
sitting beside her was like
xiao mei got terrorists?
wahaha talk about language barriers mans
hahas
.
gonna sleep now
super tired! cant wait to hit the bed
hahaha
at least i'm happy!!!
man u beat everton!!!
they beat champs league stuff 2-0!!
woohoo
now that's an overated
'champs league team' for you
hahaha
hope liverpool win later....
nights
never cared
Friday, August 12, 2005
i was super tired in sch today
although i slept at like 1130pm
the night before.
everyone's changing.
things feel so different
guess when u loose someone
who is so dear to you
u kinda make more friends
naturally?
no idea.
.
well i kinda lost my voice
sicked.
having a headache now
but dun feel like resting
there's so much on my mind
too much i guess
everything's piling up
.
finally saturday's here!
the weekend's finally here
no more sch for the time being
no more things to remind me
of those memories.
soccer tm morning
hope it'll be fun
.
torn between my heart n head
never cared
Thursday, August 11, 2005
Had IAC and comn toolkit
kinda boring
well i've kinda lost focus
lost my motivation i once had
at least i think so
.
have been emo these few days
last night i emoed to sleep
i feel so alone and so lost
dont know n cant explain why
but i feel so sad and depressed
today met miah
bought ball for soccer
then went to marina
got famous amos for my mom
her bday's tmr
got her 500 grms i think.
.
why does eveything seem
so far away.so far away.
it felt so right.was it wrong?
never cared
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Tired and confused
didn't feel like waking up today
was kinda tired and stuff
lay awake last night thinking
had a headache in sch today
maths period kinda sux?
the teacher came to me
and she said this
zy, u're getting proud ah
i was like wth?!
what did i do mans?!
haha
funny teacher.she looks
tai tai, drives a bm
anyway was busy doing mol
dota during break
keep getting dced
irritating
thermo was as usuall
jaya let us off early
and went for maths
gadaffy was again trying
to be funny with miss wong
hahas
after math he couldn't find his
lappy thanks to rishi
we didnt plan it
so funny
he saw our serious faces
then he started to panic
ran to the thermo class to check
checked jimmy's car boot
then went to math class
all the while we were laughing
so hard the tears almost came out
this has to be the best punkd'
we ever pulled off
he even asked miss wong for help
she came down and was like
who took his lappy?
we all say 'not me'
haha
then when he came back we told him
to check the car boot again
and it was there!!!!
lols
so funny
this is turning into a weekly affair
every wed at 5 at the block 50 carpark
hahahaha
he's been punkd' so many times man
hahaha
kinda feel sorry
but then again....
haha
hope he doesnt take it to heart
tt kinda made me not so sad?
as in took my mind off sutff?
on the bus back started thinking again
but when i came home
talked to a friend
then felt much better
guess i needa stop thinking
i need to get my piorities right
just like miah said
with the soccer ministry started
and the exams coming
i really got no time to emo
i hope i can get my piorities right.
fast.
never cared
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
i'm tired.
physically n mentally
nothing to do so updating blog
i feel life sux
and i dunno why this
is happening to me
was it my fault?
am i not good enough?
well
i was serious
all the time
i tried my very best
all that i could do
i did
telling the truth,
i never loved/liked someone
so much
not ever in my life
never have i felt so deep feelings
for someone
and yet it doesnt work out
i find it hard to believe
in fate n miracles
why is this happening?
will it do me any good?
i think the bible said
God will not test u
if he knows u cant pull thru it
i seriously hope i can pull thru this
but i will not be the happy
fun loving n carefree zy
anymore.
too much has happened
something has changed in me
things dont feel the same
the way i look at things
its changed too
somehow
all the faith confidence n happiness
tt i once had
its gone
i wont be able to really smile
for a long time.
never cared
i'm real bored at home
woke at 11
had lunch
and have been gaming till now
[
u say u dont want to
talk as often
meet as often
u say u dunno why
[
i'm lost
what's happening around me
i'm in a daze
i dunno what to do
what to feel
i feel so numb
so lost
[
why?
why is this happening?
i hate this life
i dont think anybody in this world
knows how i feel now
what i am thinking
it seems like
i have just faded away
everything i thought i knew
its gone. whether for good or not
i don't know.
i feel so screwed
what's with love
i'm so tired of it
yet i want it so badly
the memories just keep coming back
what did i do wrong?
decisions?
decisions which i never meant?
decisions based on what this world
thinks is right?
so much for the principles
all the bullshit
i hope this ends soon
i just can go to heaven
and have no more worries
no more fake smiles
no more silent tears
no more painful hearts
no more memories haunting me
never cared
Monday, August 08, 2005
i dont know what's wrong
but after all this has happened
i kinda lost faith in God
i'm kinda distant from him now
i seriously cant rmmbr
anything from the bible
it feels as if my
memory has been wiped out
i prayed so hard
i tried to balance my quiet time
daily devotions
talked to God
prayed about it
almost every moment
it seemed like finally my
prayers were going to be answered
then my world fell apart
why God?
why?
i thought i had found someone i could relate to
be totally transparent with
someone who accepts me just as i am
someone whom i can tell
where i failed
i had never felt that happy
even though it was
so restricted
just when i thought life had
just got better
everything that i had prayed for
fell apart
now everything's so uncertian
where're u God?
where?
when i start to tear,
are u here?
i feel so empty
never cared
havent been home much lately
yday was kg's bday
met him at arnd 3pm
went to max bremers
at esplanade
had a choc n ice cream waffle
and a sackou
was good.damn nice
[
after tt wanted to catch a movie
but we were kinda too late
so went to pool fusion
played abt an hour
FINALLY
i beat kg 5-1
at 9 ball pool
haha
aft tt went to meet shourav
went to a lan shop at cine
had some fun
my arctic really sux now
hahaha
aft tt went to swensons'
met xavier marcus and xing long
had rodeo wings fries
then had baked rice
finished my meal with
a sticky chewy choc
was struggling to finish it
t0o much choc in a day
lol
[
ok here comes the most
EXCITING part of my day
went to kg's hse
he taught me a little magic
gonna practice
ok
here comes the best part
she called!!!
talked on the phone
for bout 45 mins
havent felt tt happy for
a long long time
though it was 45 mins
i was really really happy
and i wasnt bored at all
not one bit
even hearing your voice
felt so good
i just wished tt
i would nvr have to put
the phone down
hope you'll call more often
hahs
TODAY
got home from kg's place at abt 830
was kinda tired but dint slp
went to sch earlier
realised tt joel n yi hog were at pizza hut
with yi hong's stead
woohoo
went there to have a look at her
all her friends were there too
got a piece of free pizza
lol
aft tt went for autocad
wanted to get tt program into my com
copied over but didnt work
[
was sleeping during thermofluids
hahas
must be too tired
just couldn't wake up
[
OK THE BEST PART
'bumped' into her
at the convention hall
saw her from afar with dawn
watched her slowly walk
towards where i was standing
was great watching her walk
she waved and sorta smiled
my heart melted
finally saw how dawn looks like
she looks v diff frm the
photos u sent me
hope can meet u more often
it really made my day
smiles*
never cared
Saturday, August 06, 2005
had soccer in the morning
was real fun
20+ ppl came down
our largest group so far
woohoo
[
had lunch at the hawker
went to cs
went for cell
aft tt had service
during service
kinda emoed suddenly
luckily not many ppl arnd
[
went to 'happy hour' aft service
had some wanton mee
not bad
then went to check out settlers cafe
it was full
[
the rest went to have waffles
i guess i had to go home
been hanging out late too many days
[
the bus ride home was esp long
then had to wait at a bus stop
to take the feeder bus
it took 40 mins to come
spent tt 40 mins
thinking about stuff
was kinda pissed the bus took so long
[
i'm really missing you
i guess feelings cant just fade away like tt
everytime my hp rings
or i recieve an sms
i'm hoping its you
going on msn
is just to hope u're online
all i think about
is what happened
all the memories
they're just re-playing
themselves in my head
please please
come back
never cared
worked on tt darn AMP proj
till 4am this morn
then woke at 7 to print
stupid printer.
screwed up after printing 12
pages out of 24
kinda paniced.
[
decided to skip eg1 class
too tired
went to sch at 10.
AMP prac was as usual
compro was nfs underground
[
had a presentation during thermo
was kinda nervours
kushal really disturbed eng tat lots
hahaha
kah he too
hahaha
damn funny
[
after sch went home to put my bags dwn
met miah at queenstown for dinner at 730
went to far east to cs with victor n miah
played till abt 1030
then went to bk to slack
just reached home and had my bath
tired
[
i dont know where i go
from here
when was the last time i
really smlied
i cant remember
[
i feel like a fool sometimes
why cant i just go on
living a 'happy' life
why is it so hard for me
to say goodbye
something in me just cant
what's this happening for
never cared
Thursday, August 04, 2005
woke up damn early today.
sch was okay
had comm toolkit
kinda sucked
my grp dint really put in much effort
was kinda nervous
when i presented
aft class had lunch with mingkai
met joel at lib
went home
heard frm miah some good news
we'll be able to use queensway sec's
soccer court
i've been gaming alot lately
trying to take my mind off stuff
it works till before i sleep
havent been sleeping well lately
tired
hope i meet my creator soon
at least there'll be no sadness
never cared
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
missing you
woke up late today and cabbed to sch
wasted 8 bucks.
math test was a piece of cake.
though i made a stupid mistake
read cotangent as cosine
guess i wasnt really focused
too many things on my mind
supposed to study for thermo at break
ended up playing DOTA
haha.then went for the test
only 2 ppl retook it
the two great men
said Mr Jaya
it was easy
but made a careless mistake again!
converted Bar wrongly
aft tt went for thermo tut and math
after school went off with my friends
they went to atrium to pee
saw m
was happy tt i finally could see her
wells, was kinda sad too
been thinking abt things esp much recently
can't really let go
took 74 to dover
met carmen at Queenstown mrt
haha
now gotta chiong tt stupid
comm toolkit proj
CRAP
a waste of my time
never cared
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
AMP!!!!
had compro lesson this morning.
tt grumpy old guy
"NOT LIKE THAT!!!!"
lols
so i decided to do my amp proj
not bad. finished some.
am finally halfway thru.
the autocad teacher was on mc
so went to yi hong's hse.
saw this damn cool prototype phone
i would love to get it man
it has windows mobile
keyboard
1gb internal space
sd card slot
and lotsa other stuff
its damn cool.
only bad pt is tt its kinda bulky.
kinda realised i had so many more
sub-topics to do for the amp proj
kinda shocked me.
so many polymers?!wth?!
haha
anyway went for amp tutorial.
was so sleepy in class.
almost fell asleep.
Mr. Wong kept shooting gadaffy
now 2 teachers dun like gadaffy alr
Mr. Wong and
Jayarandran s/o Marimuthu
lols
thank God the tut was only an hour
after tt joel came to my hse to do project
we're kinda like having a tour of each
other's houses.haha.cool.
realised tt ying ying's cousin
was my pri sch friend
and her fren's fren too
haha.
what a small world
gg to eat dinner soon.
having math n thermo test tmr
hope i'll do well
haha
never cared
went to sch early today.
supp to do amp proj
but ended up playing winning 11.
then had autocad.boring!
thermo was worse.good thing tt lazy bas let us off early
well went to joel's house to chiong amp project
his dad kept coming into the room
haha
started off well
but in the end yi hong added some girl
then we started disturbing her
and shooting each other on msn
had some fun
lol
some guy called joel on skype
kept calling so we decided to have fun with him
i told him i was frm hong kong n stuff
had a good laugh
hah
aft we got bored called francis
yi hong played some gang song
lol
slept on the bus on the way home
it was kinda empty
gg for my bath now
aft tt gg to chiong amp proj
hope i can finish it today
never cared
Monday, August 01, 2005
this is my first post
the blog looks cool
thanks to melissa =))
she helped choose the template
edited the lil details
thank you!!!
smiles*
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25th december
if you feel you need to tell somebody that you care,
don't wait until it is too late.
If you keep thinking you will do that another day,
then that day will never come.
If you always think that tomorrow will come,
then 'tomorrow' will run out quickly and
you'll realize the time that you've left behind you.
