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Everywhere I go
Everyone I meet
Every time I try to fall in love
They all want to know why I'm so broken
Why am I so cold
Why I'm so hard inside
Why am I scared
What am I afraid of
I don't even know
This story's never had an end
I've been waiting
I've been searching
I've been hoping
I've been dreaming you would come back
But I know the ending of this story...
You're never coming back
i dont know what's wrong
but after all this has happened
i kinda lost faith in God
i'm kinda distant from him now
i seriously cant rmmbr
anything from the bible
it feels as if my
memory has been wiped out
i prayed so hard
i tried to balance my quiet time
daily devotions
talked to God
prayed about it
almost every moment
it seemed like finally my
prayers were going to be answered
then my world fell apart
why God?
why?
i thought i had found someone i could relate to
be totally transparent with
someone who accepts me just as i am
someone whom i can tell
where i failed
i had never felt that happy
even though it was
so restricted
just when i thought life had
just got better
everything that i had prayed for
fell apart
now everything's so uncertian
where're u God?
where?
when i start to tear,
are u here?
i feel so empty
never cared
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dates
18th december 1987
25th december
if you feel you need to tell somebody that you care,
don't wait until it is too late.
If you keep thinking you will do that another day,
then that day will never come.
If you always think that tomorrow will come,
then 'tomorrow' will run out quickly and
you'll realize the time that you've left behind you.