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Everywhere I go
Everyone I meet
Every time I try to fall in love
They all want to know why I'm so broken
Why am I so cold
Why I'm so hard inside
Why am I scared
What am I afraid of
I don't even know
This story's never had an end
I've been waiting
I've been searching
I've been hoping
I've been dreaming you would come back
But I know the ending of this story...
You're never coming back
i'm real bored at home
woke at 11
had lunch
and have been gaming till now
[
u say u dont want to
talk as often
meet as often
u say u dunno why
[
i'm lost
what's happening around me
i'm in a daze
i dunno what to do
what to feel
i feel so numb
so lost
[
why?
why is this happening?
i hate this life
i dont think anybody in this world
knows how i feel now
what i am thinking
it seems like
i have just faded away
everything i thought i knew
its gone. whether for good or not
i don't know.
i feel so screwed
what's with love
i'm so tired of it
yet i want it so badly
the memories just keep coming back
what did i do wrong?
decisions?
decisions which i never meant?
decisions based on what this world
thinks is right?
so much for the principles
all the bullshit
i hope this ends soon
i just can go to heaven
and have no more worries
no more fake smiles
no more silent tears
no more painful hearts
no more memories haunting me
never cared
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zongyao
eighteen
loves
soccer
slacking
God
hates
liars
hypocritical ppl
heartbreakers
dates
18th december 1987
25th december
if you feel you need to tell somebody that you care,
don't wait until it is too late.
If you keep thinking you will do that another day,
then that day will never come.
If you always think that tomorrow will come,
then 'tomorrow' will run out quickly and
you'll realize the time that you've left behind you.