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Everywhere I go
Everyone I meet
Every time I try to fall in love
They all want to know why I'm so broken
Why am I so cold
Why I'm so hard inside
Why am I scared
What am I afraid of
I don't even know
This story's never had an end
I've been waiting
I've been searching
I've been hoping
I've been dreaming you would come back
But I know the ending of this story...
You're never coming back
i'm tired.
physically n mentally
nothing to do so updating blog
i feel life sux
and i dunno why this
is happening to me
was it my fault?
am i not good enough?
well
i was serious
all the time
i tried my very best
all that i could do
i did
telling the truth,
i never loved/liked someone
so much
not ever in my life
never have i felt so deep feelings
for someone
and yet it doesnt work out
i find it hard to believe
in fate n miracles
why is this happening?
will it do me any good?
i think the bible said
God will not test u
if he knows u cant pull thru it
i seriously hope i can pull thru this
but i will not be the happy
fun loving n carefree zy
anymore.
too much has happened
something has changed in me
things dont feel the same
the way i look at things
its changed too
somehow
all the faith confidence n happiness
tt i once had
its gone
i wont be able to really smile
for a long time.
never cared
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zongyao
eighteen
loves
soccer
slacking
God
hates
liars
hypocritical ppl
heartbreakers
dates
18th december 1987
25th december
if you feel you need to tell somebody that you care,
don't wait until it is too late.
If you keep thinking you will do that another day,
then that day will never come.
If you always think that tomorrow will come,
then 'tomorrow' will run out quickly and
you'll realize the time that you've left behind you.