frustrated, why can't i keep my feelings in check.
i really miss you alot. no idea why, no idea how to stop.
do you still? i'm so. sigh. undescribeable
it isn't the end of the world,
its not like someone is holding a knife to my throat,
so what is wrong? why can't i just throw the memory away?
just lay it among the memories that are at the back of my head,
rarely looking at them, and they don't bother me either
i really wish i was a computer, could just delete all the files away
and empty the recycle bin, easy as that,
to get rid of all this excess baggage.
what's the point in dwelling in the past?
its like quicksand, easy to go in but hard to get out of,
and i'm drowning inside it now. yes time has passed,
but still, i don't know why i am feeling this way.

anyway went to reeve's hse to game today
ended up loosing EVERY winning 11 game i played
eh tt's ok, he plays 6 star difficulty.
consoling myself! lol. but hey its true rt?
anyway today i ate kfc twice.
once with reeve for lunch, had 2pc chicken n 2 pc drumlets,
and cheese fries. tt is alot. had trouble finishing.
went home mom opened the door, guess what guys?
kfc for dinner!!!!! i'm like yay! LOL
but i ate less, shared the vhicken arnd.
haha soccer tmr!

never cared